I'm done!!

Finals are OVER! Yippee!! Don't know any of my grades yet, but finals are over yeah! I am exausted, frustrated, tired, scared of the unknown, excited, emotional, sad, anxious all wrapped up into one big question........am I going to Louisanna for my fourth year? Grades are always an issue and always there is that fear that everything that I have had planned is going to blow up in my face!!! I am going to just reside on the unknown today and check all grades tomorrow. I need the day to relax, say goodbye to people and have some fun. Tomorrow is another day....and today is enough trouble of its own....HAHA!! My whole life has lead up to this point. As someone said today after our test. Think what an investment you have put into yourself. Yes, MYSELF. How scarey is that. The time, money, everything I've ever had or have has been poured into me, yes me, no one else following my dream. So the big question is now.......have I made it to the next step??? Life is that way though isent it! Next year this time...what... 3 weeks from today, I'll be asking myself that very same question. So until tomorrow.....my faith resides in Him. Maker of heaven and earth. Give me this day to enjoy and to cherish!!! May you be with myself as well as all my other classmates that are awaiting grades also that will be determining their future. Love all of you so very much!!!! Hopefully I will see you all very soon as a resident of the United States of America again!!!