I'm done!!

Finals are OVER! Yippee!! Don't know any of my grades yet, but finals are over yeah! I am exausted, frustrated, tired, scared of the unknown, excited, emotional, sad, anxious all wrapped up into one big question........am I going to Louisanna for my fourth year? Grades are always an issue and always there is that fear that everything that I have had planned is going to blow up in my face!!! I am going to just reside on the unknown today and check all grades tomorrow. I need the day to relax, say goodbye to people and have some fun. Tomorrow is another day....and today is enough trouble of its own....HAHA!! My whole life has lead up to this point. As someone said today after our test. Think what an investment you have put into yourself. Yes, MYSELF. How scarey is that. The time, money, everything I've ever had or have has been poured into me, yes me, no one else following my dream. So the big question is now.......have I made it to the next step??? Life is that way though isent it! Next year this time...what... 3 weeks from today, I'll be asking myself that very same question. So until tomorrow.....my faith resides in Him. Maker of heaven and earth. Give me this day to enjoy and to cherish!!! May you be with myself as well as all my other classmates that are awaiting grades also that will be determining their future. Love all of you so very much!!!! Hopefully I will see you all very soon as a resident of the United States of America again!!!

First of the goodbyes!

Hi again!!
So I am not dead, however, I have been dead to the blog world. With myspace and facebook occupying my time (oh yea along with vet school...can't forget that little time occupier) I have regretfully neglected to update my blog at all this semester and I am sorry for that!!
So today I said my first goodbye. That goodbye was to one of my dearest best friends here on the island, Jack! With the heat of finals upon us we all made time last night to celebrate Leah's birthday, say farewell to Jack, and eat some good foods. Good times!! Makes me really look back on why God has placed me on this island and to look around at the people He has placed in my life in the past three years. It is overwhelming and I am so incredibly BLESSED!!! The people I've met here are AMAZING!!!!! I would not change any of my time here for anything!!! I know that I will get to see Jack again.....my little island frisbee brother!!!! So the goodbye is only temporary, but somehow it is still hard! Change is good but I suck at it. Miss ya already Jack!!
If anyone actually reads this in the next couple days...I could definately use a couple prayers. I started Finals on Friday and I've got one monday, wednesday and Friday. Yikes!!! I better get back to studying!!!!!! Love all of you and can't wait to see everyone soon!!